“I know it’s not good for me… but I can’t help wondering,
is the person he is now with prettier than me… (or slimmer than me, or more fun
than me)… How do I close that chapter and not feel so worthless because of everything
that I was not in this marriage?” Annika
How, in other words, do you step out of self-loathing?
Old habits have deep roots. Old feelings have powerful hooks, as I discovered once again this
week.
It’s been one of those weeks when the challenges piled
up. Individually, I could have managed
any one of them. Collectively, I still
had my head above water (even if there was a bit of furious doggy paddling
going on below the surface.)
But there
was more…
Being a victim means you get to claim the moral high ground, because of his appalling treatment of you. (Sure, it’s pretty lonely and cold up there, but still it feels better than being down in the mud where he kept you.)
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